this is not civil legal action this is criminal action.
hampshire safeguarding team administrative frontdesk staff are so traumatised by what i tell them that they are going into shock themselves. they are also not prioritising and frequently have directed me to a DIFFERENT team who have no resources to help me and are also becoming traumatised by me calling during post-trauma medical damage periods more than once a day.
101 i have called 200 times in 11 months, the recall of the torture itself causing distress and subsequent harm, especially given that 101 operators are not in any way trained in very rare types of violent and trauma-based criminal law.
111 i have called 20 times and the process is near impossible to navigate in medical distress (triage questionnaire read from a compute4 screen by non-medically-trained staff), and twice resulted in me being assaulted (non-contact ABH).
calling 999 will result in me ending up at the very same A&E that has tortured and assaulted me, 5 times, visit 44 (!) on the 3rd november so badly that i had to walk out on visit 45 (5th november) after realising i was sitting in the very same corridor i had crawled along on my hands and knees in terror trying to get away from a manipulative nurse and three security guards who tortured me and physically assaulted me whilst in serious medical and autistic distress.
legal aid is not available for criminal prosecution. it is only available for criminal defense. it is also only CIVIL legal aid, the only CRIMINAL legal aid is for domestic violence and the solicitors i have called have not engaged as they have too many cases and/or do not call me back.
plus when attempting to explain or summarise it is too complex, i cannot even get through how bad the medical damage and psychological damage has been, precisely because of that same damage.
this is real serious, if not nipped in the bud by some actual help and support it sends a message that autistic people can be abused neglected and tortured at whim by medical professionals, and other professionals through no direct fault of their own, being simply not trained to cope with a situation as extreme as the one i have been through and still face.
medical artice shows the brain's REPAIR MECHANISM gets DAMAGED by stress and then actively causes further brain damage far beyond the initial brain swelling caused by shock / stress / trauma
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8167938/
please properly consider the consequences of not helping me.
l.
On Monday, December 2, 2024, Autism Help autism.help@nas.org.uk wrote:
Dear Luke,
Thankyou for contacting the National Autistic Society.
Our team can provide general information and signposting that you may
find helpful.
I am really sorry to hear you have had no results following the
suggestions we provided and are still having difficulties finding a suitable service to support you.
Our charity does not have authority under UK legislation to investigate,
assess or intervene in cases that could potentially result in legal action. We have previously provided a number of other services that may be able to provide legal advice.
If you need to report these incidents as a safeguarding concern, please
do try Hampshire Safeguarding Team again. This team suggest you can also call 101 and if it is an emergency, they suggest calling 999.
If you are in need of urgent help, please visit our Urgent Help page.
Kind regards,
Clare
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From: lkcl luke.leighton@gmail.com Sent: 29 November 2024 01:17 To: Autism Help autism.help@nas.org.uk Subject: Re: FW: 47 assaults, 40 A&E visits, 30 paramedic callouts,
assault by police doctors nurses and no action taken - COMP487
hi claire,
deep breath: no results.
statistics now:
- 50+ assaults including by police
- 45 A&E visits, blatant Autism Act 2009 ignorance, 5 VIOLENT
assaults by A&E staff, 3 of them physical attacks
- 40 paramedic callouts
- 2 strokes
- 80+ mini-strokes
- 300 anaphylaxis incidents causing life-threatening breathing
issues
assaults and manipulation by PALS UHS
15 assaults by Doctors
inability to recall events due to psychological torture
inability to get legal aid due to "pigeonholing"
inability to request help or explain why help is needed
due to torture domestic violence and brain damage
- inability to get through to Hampshire Safeguarding team
under the 2014 Care Act
there is much more.
please can you help me *directly* - not by passing me to other resources and expect me - alone and with no support - to navigste them, before it is too late and i end up homeless and dead.
on reading that please do not advise me to contact 111, samaritans, question or call into question my "mental" health.
please can you ask questions - directly of me - to clarify, preferably by phone as written ASCII is compromised because i am a life-long software engineer and recluse.
thsnk you with much gratitude.
l.
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On Mon, Dec 2, 2024 at 6:01 AM lkcl luke.leighton@gmail.com wrote:
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I don't think they're going to help you, Luke, I'm sorry. Usually that kind of 'form letter' message gets sent when they aren't willing to touch you for some reason -- at least that's my experience here in America. I can tell you that here it's utterly impossible to find competent care, at least in many states -- doctors will just string you along and if you complain, they find ways of making it your problem and not theirs.I've been neglected that way for over ten years by now not one but TWO major healthcare networks here in North Carolina, of which one you've heard of pretty much no matter where you live, either by way of international medicine or by way of international sports.
Unfortunately, all I have is sympathy/empathy and the sort of affirmations that go along with it. I wish I could get care as effective as your NIH -- my mental health is, ironically, more-or-less managed fine; it's all physical stuff for me, really -- I'm on the ragged edge, sure, but it's because I can hardly walk far enough to answer my own front door, and can't get any sort of meaningful pain management even though I have some sort of chronic pain disorder (which I also can't get diagnosed) and essentially zero physical pain tolerance. My docs are basically just sitting back and waiting for me to die.
hi Chris, so sorry, summary if I may attempt to: is your situation sounds remarkably similar to mine: abuse, then chronic illness, then medical neglect and no *psychological/mental* illness, basically doctors washing their hands and not wanting to help? does that sound about right?
(possibly because *your* trauma is too much for *them* to cope with. I encountered this advice on a medical website about torture victims.)
I wanted to relay my personal insight and reflection on insisting I have no psychological/mental illness: it is blindingly obvious to me I have PTSD and am even showing symptoms normally associated with War Zone torture (from both physical and psychological assault). yet I insist I have "no mental illness": I have yet to work out why I know this to be true.
I do know that in the past (bear in mind 11 months) the effects of people not listening is itself *causing* despair distress and shock, which sets me on between one week and one month of A&E visits paramedic callouts and doctor visits, some paramedic callouts *twice a day* last month (!)
but by sticking to a strict diet no carbohydrates no seed oils of any kind as an ultra-high priority I believe I have avoided massive irrecoverable organ and brain damage - as if two strokes and several dozen mini-strokes (several video'd as far back as Jan/feb23) are "not massive damage".
I cannot in any way tell you what you should or should not do. a hint is as close as I will permit myself to relate by saying that what *I* did was to do medical journal research and dietary research starting with Dr Eric Berg, Dr Greg Mandell, then later Barbara O'Neill and from there following the YouTube "we recommend" guide which successfully pattern-matched me with useful information. you'll find a "health" playlist on my YouTube channel lkcl if interested.
the other thing I did, I wish I had read it years ago: Dr Lam Coaching on Adrenal Fatigue and narcissm. I have a 100% symptom match. I wish I had known. you are now out, but still traumatised.
I leave you with this: it sounds to me like you have fibromyalgia. massive inflammation. your body is repairing, but protects you from toxins by doing "inflammation" around the affected area until the damage is healed. but it's a bitch. I wake up sometimes and don't want to walk about, it's so painful. half an hour later I'm through it, but Christ this does not make it easier!
keep in touch Chris, ok?
l.
On Mon, Dec 2, 2024 at 7:28 AM Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton lkcl@lkcl.net wrote:
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Chronic fatigue and pain disorders, undiagnosed. Chronic pain set in over several decades, possibly just weight related. Chronic fatigue dates to at least 25 Dec 2020, woke up with a bad cold that never quite went away. Has most of the symptoms of "long" COVID or post-COVID syndrome but I do not have COVID antibodies, I've been tested multiple times. Pain management requires opiates at this point, can't get at the strength I need. Also severe lymphedema in the left leg, spread now through the groin to the right leg. Beginning to effect the right leg; a diuretic keeps the groin under control. Ironically, while my insurance will cover the lymphedema treatments proper, they won't cover the transportation -- it's effectively an entire year's worth of Medicaid transpo that I need -- 24 round trips, 3x a week for 8 weeks. I filed a coverage appeal and basically the company ran out the clock as long as they could and then basically laughed at me for even asking. Oliver Twist gets no more gruel.
The trauma itself from the abuse, that will heal in time, if I can keep going that long. The chaos in my life induced by simply not being able to get effective pain management alone is starting to eat away at what strength I have left.
no giving up Chris. look up the health links. you can do this. happy to support you for information and guidance ok? your responsibility, but I'm here, ok? warmest, l.
Thx for the support, Luke.
The diet/etc stuff doesn't really work for me, I'm low income and I can't stand up long enough to cook. I wish I could get to the UK, your NIH is *far* better than anything here (not that that's a high bar to clear, mind you!) -- not to mention, I've wanted to live in London so bad it hurts (well, metaphorically) since the first time I set foot there. It's a lovely, lovely city. Legit would get British citizenship if I could... can't even get there on holiday any more... makes me quite sad.
Don't get me wrong, I'm tryina stay around, I'm just runnin short of excuses. Took me long enough!
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