On Wed, May 10, 2017 at 10:23 PM, zap zapper@openmailbox.org wrote:
it is sad because they think they will be rewarded at the end. But they already have their temporary very short term reward. Though they deserve it, I feel a mixture of pity and anger towards them.
steady, zap: i struggle with anger towards people who've betrayed me (etc.) - so i'm not the person to say "don't do that"... even though i know it's doing *me* harm to be so angry i can't even sleep at night, sometimes. what i would like to say is: f you manage to get your anger under control, do tell me how you managed it, ok? :)
l.